Back home I find myself holding her hand, she walks in front of me to pull her keys out to her apartment. Lights on, everything in place to jump into pajamas and cuddle on the couch. She welcomes me in for tea and late night snacks. As shy as I am, she sees my hesitation … Continue reading Shy


Bedtime Stories

My dad always told me before bed to get on my knees, close my eyes and to say my prayers. Now when I go to pray, the moment my eyes close I see her. She touched my chin and kissed me from above. She told me “it will be okay”and she tasted like heaven. The … Continue reading Bedtime Stories

A Sinner’s New Clothes

A sinner like me Fell in love with angels Their innocence, their fears and their shelter I wanted for it to all come crashing Suck their prayers out of them Bury their forgiveness in my soul For I have fallen My angels... please do not pray for me Let me down Finders keepers and your … Continue reading A Sinner’s New Clothes

But When…

I just want to live in a word where being who I am isn’t a a crime. Nicole Smith @sincerelyynicole 07/29/2018 5:12PM

Skin I’m In.

I have never felt this way before At a young age anxiety was engraved in me At a young age, my dad shook in their presence My mom became oblivious to the scene Of past history and history repeating These days, we still die for no reason We stay innocent and out of sight Live … Continue reading Skin I’m In.


She drank from my wrists She told me to worship her With my spirit as a sacrifice I gave myself up She fucked me harder Pinned my arms above my head As the spell book lied on the ground Wind came upon on The book opened to the page A Lover's Prayer Where I repeated … Continue reading Obsessed

Head in the Clouds

We always told each other “Always” even though we are apart now....I still saved you a seat next to me in our favorite place to watch the stars. Nicole Smith @sincerelyynicole 8:24pm 07/16/2018